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I want to apologize to all my followers for not posting anything in awhile. This month is crazy for me....Lots and lots of finals and essays to write. I have a crazy schedule added to trying to move. I do have plenty of updates for you guys and I promise I will do so when I can breathe again...Lol. So for now, I am saying sorry....please check back in May because that's when I will be complete down with school until Fall.


Then I will we all yours.....


Until then
Kisses xoxo

Spitting Fire

This is one of those "Gurl let me tell you" or "Ooooo Let me tell you" thing. So last blog I told you guys about Rose and Diesel...UPDATE ALERT, UPDATE ALERT!!!!

THIS BIATCH BEEN CHEATIN'<--------Well aint that a BEACH, This whole time I have been taking her side, having her back she has been cheating on Diesel. A mutual friend of Rose and me called me earlier today and dropped the load on me. She told me the whole time Rose said she went back home, she was at Ol' dude's house kicking it up. I have to tell yall, I knew some shhhh--stuff like this was gonna happen. I knew she was being shady and the things the mutual friend told me made Rose's behavior all add up.

• She comes to my place a few days early for Diesel's homecoming but only spend one of those nights at my place and went to the so call "hotel" she paid for.

*In reality she went to Ol' dude's homecoming!!! (Yes people, this dude is in the same unit as her husband and he came home a few days before Diesel)...and she stayed there until Diesel's homecoming.

• She gets into argument with Diesel about his accusations and storms off and "drives back to our home town"

*In reality she went to Ol' dude's house instead and pretended to be 12 hours away.

OH BY THE WAY: HER MOTHER KNEW ALL ABOUT IT AND COVERED FOR HER

• She "comes back up here" and said that she forgave Diesel for the fight after he got her favorite flowers. They go out of state for a friend's wedding and got into an argument there. They get back home, he buys her a ticket to go home. She said that she was going to spend a night at a female friend's house and that "female" would take her to the airport with Rose's car (which Diesel bought) in the morning

*I'm pretty sure you guessed this by now: IN REALITY she went to Ol' dude's house and wasted $240 that Diesel spent on a ticket. Her mom said she came home so we believed her. She told Diesel that her "female" friend borrowed the car for a trip but wouldn't give him the number to contact her for his car.

• Diesel calls her and apologizes and says all he wants is for his wife to be with him and he promised he won't accuse her of anything again and asked her if she still was going to come back up her and stay with him. And if she wanted him to put money down on an apartment.

*In reality she never left, she was just at Ol' dude's house and wasn't planning on "moving" back with Diesel...her husband. She wasn't planning on moving back because she never left in the first place.

This stuff pisses me off so much because one, Diesel is my brother in-law, two I don't tolerate cheating on spouses, and three she just but us in the stereotype that military men have for their spouse. She just proved to her husband that we can't be faithful while they are gone. It hurts me so bad because I always had her side and I gave people my word and now my credibility is shot!

I'm hurting so bad for Diesel, he really loves this girl.....

So I told him what Rose's and I mutual friend told me and she told him that it's not what he thinks: They're just friends, nothing more<---How many times have we hard that line?

Now she's over here trying to explain herself to him and he can't help himself but to love her anyway....I mean after all she is his wife. He says that he is going to divorce her but I don't know how much that statement is going to stand. Because there is something call "the power of the pu***" and once she has been her this long...she has ample time to formulate her story and if that doesn't work "The power of the pu***" always gets them. Us women master that power very well it has gotten us out of a lot of things. It is amazing how weak men get when we lay it on them. Fellas, when a girl is guilty, this is how you know if she did it or not...when she starts trying to have sex with you.

Most girls start with what men can't resist:ORAL SEX

We will give you head to KINGDOM COME, until you can't fight us off anymore: Seriously, who would stop a girl from giving them head???? Think about it.

Once you oblige we know we have weakened you just enough to get our act together and go for the kill. We will work our way back into that picture that he swore would never be complete with the both of us in it again.

I guarantee that's what Rose did....I've never heard them have sex before until tonight: All of a sudden Miss Thang is a SCREAMER, tonight the dick is even better.

I just hope Diesel sees right through this and send her packing, I told him all he has to do is say the word and I would beat the shhhstuff out of her...(violence isn't always the answer) but I'm grown, I know the consequences and I am willing to suffer for my actions.

Until then

Kisses xoxo

Double the Trouble, Double the Pain

So I haven't updated you guys in awhile....
Guns and I are working on our relationship at this time. He knows he has lot of making up to do and a lot of work getting me to trust him again. He started by sending me my favorite flowers/plant in the whole wide world: ORCHIDS!!!! I love them so dearly. We talk every night and we have come to the agreement of separate counseling and also marriage counseling. I really believe that this will help us better our marriage....but this isn't why I am writing you per say. I will be talking about me and Guns but this blog isn't really about us, it's about his twin brother (we will call him Diesel) and his wife (we will call her Rose).

Now everyone knows that there are different types of identical twins, some twins even have this special way of communicating with each other. Guns and Diesel are mirror image twins, one is a lefty the other is a righty. When one is having a bad day the other is having the best day of his life. Almost like yin and yan.

After Guns and I made up, Rose and Diesel started to fight, only in this story Diesel is the good person.....(Not saying Rose as done anything wrong). They got into an argument which Rose end up leaving<---Because that is the only way she knows how to deal with her problems. Diesel has called and apologize for the fight on so many occasions but it doesn't help. Rose wanted to feel in control of the relationship she didn't want to accept his apologize as yet. She wanted him to suffer some more.

Now Rose is a good person, she just doesn't know the best way to go about handling her argument with her husband, after all she had no real structure in her life and no real friends to talk to about her relationship. Rose and Diesel have both been there when Guns and I were going through our rough times; so compelled to be there for their rough time. After she left, Diesel would vent to me, telling me how he felt and asking him what I thought he should do. I told him that she give her time and watch how he addresses thing with her, but he has been a week since she left.

They would talk and things would seem like it was ok and then it went back down the hill again. So he gave me the phone one day to talk to her and tell her what I felt about the ways are going. Give her a perceptive of the relationship from the outside looking in.

I told her I understand that she wanted him to understand what he said and why she was upset, but while she was busy getting the upper hand in the relationship, she didn't realize that she was pushing him away. I tell you, this man really loves this girl. He has tried his best to do what she wanted and give her the time and space but he can't just sit by and not say anything to her.

He has done everything to get her to come back, he has tried to play by her book but it isn't working. He has been venting with me for the last couple of days and two days ago he said the my advice worked and she wants to come back and live with him and then all of a sudden, he doesn't hear from her all day yesterday. He work last night tossing and turning in his sleep because he kept thinking of her.

We went outside to talk and he said he feel stupid in away for defending her reasons, he doesn't understand why she hasn't called him all day or answered her phone and it was 11:30pm. He had 4 hours left before he needed to wake up and get ready for work. He was describing the feeling he had in his stomach when he tried to sleep, he said that it felt like a roller coaster riding; reaching to the top and being dropped 50 ft.

Now guys, I know you have read the blogs about me and Guns and his twin brother is the complete opposite. I told him the other day that he needs to talk to his brother because maybe his personality would rube off on him. This man is doing everything he can do to save his marriage but he doesn't know how much more he can put up with...and I don't blame him. I mean, Rose needs to grow up, you can't run every time you have problems and expect everything to be fine when you want it to be. She runs from there problems because that's what her mom did with her dad. She doesn't realize that the games she is play can cause her not to have a husband anymore.

She thinks she is doing the right thing by not answering his calls and staying away but the only thing it does it put thoughts in his head and pushes him away. He has come to the point where, if she doesn't come back up with him after Easter, he is going to file for a divorce. He told me as much as he loves her and much as it will be hard for him to do it, he will get a divorce. He doesn't think it is fair to him to have to put up with it and go through what he is going through any longer. He is the one who is trying to talk about it and work on it. He said that he is tired of sleeping without his wife and I don't blame him

It sucks that all of this is happening but this is apart of life.

Until then
Kisses xoxo